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Autism and being tired

For as long as I can remember I’ve always been fatigued. Even when I was a toddler, I always fell asleep from tiredness. This is still the case, even tough I have seen a lot of doctors, and none of them could find a solution.

They usually search too far, I’ve had 2 scans of my brain, 3 sleep-studies and dozens of visits to neurologists. One doctor prescribes a medicine, and another discovers that that medicine disrupts some important brain-process to fall asleep, Or I got all possible side-effects. Even tough I always said I had ASD, just recently a doctor said that it indeed could be. Because I receive way more input.

This is just the start, I mean we have the cause (all-tough I already knew it), but we do not have a solution. I’m still going trough life fatigued, I sleep about ~9 hours a day, with a nap. And if I sleep less, I would be even more tired.

At the moment, caffeine keeps me awake, if I get tired, I drink an espresso, cola and soda are not advised, as they are unhealthy. I’m currently trying another, healthier alternative for coffee: Green Thea, however I need to test this one out.

“Tired, tired with nothing, tired with everything, tired with the world’s weight he had never chosen to bear.”

F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and Damned

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